It really looked true moreover from the way Chad was to behave after this. He
was full of attentions to his mother’s ambassador; in spite of which, all
the while, the latter’s other relations rather remarkably contrived to
assert themselves. Strether’s sittings pen in hand with Mrs. Newsome up
in his own room were broken, yet they were richer; and they were more than ever
interspersed with the hours in which he reported himself, in a different
fashion, but with scarce less earnestness and fulness, to Maria Gostrey. Now
that, as he would have expressed it, he had really something to talk about he
found himself, in respect to any oddity that might reside for him in the double
connexion, at once more aware and more indifferent. He had been fine to Mrs.
Newsome about his useful friend, but it had begun to haunt his imagination that
Chad, taking up again for her benefit a pen too long disused, might possibly be
finer. It wouldn’t at all do, he saw, that anything should come up for
him at Chad’s hand but what specifically was to have come; the
greatest divergence from which would be precisely the element of any
lubrication of their intercourse by levity. It was accordingly to forestall
such an accident that he frankly put before the young man the several facts,
just as they had occurred, of his funny alliance. He spoke of these facts,
pleasantly and obligingly, as “the whole story,” and felt that he
might qualify the alliance as funny if he remained sufficiently grave about it.
He flattered himself that he even exaggerated the wild freedom of his original
encounter with the wonderful lady; he was scrupulously definite about the
absurd conditions in which they had made acquaintance—their having picked
each other up almost in the street; and he had (finest inspiration of all!) a
conception of carrying the war into the enemy’s country by showing
surprise at the enemy’s ignorance.
He had always had a notion that this last was the grand style of fighting; the
greater therefore the reason for it, as he couldn’t remember that he had
ever before fought in the grand style. Every one, according to this, knew Miss
Gostrey: how came it Chad didn’t know her? The difficulty, the
impossibility, was really to escape it; Strether put on him, by what he took
for granted, the burden of proof of the contrary. This tone was so far
successful as that Chad quite appeared to recognise her as a person whose fame
had reached him, but against his acquaintance with whom much mischance had
worked. He made the point at the same time that his social relations, such as
they could be called, were perhaps not to the extent Strether supposed with the
rising flood of their compatriots. He hinted at his having more and more given
way to a different principle of selection; the moral of which seemed to be that
he went about little in the “colony.” For the moment certainly he
had quite another interest. It was deep, what he understood, and Strether, for
himself, could only so observe it. He couldn’t see as yet how deep. Might
he not all too soon! For there was really too much of their question that Chad
had already committed himself to liking. He liked, to begin with, his
prospective stepfather; which was distinctly what had not been on the cards.
His hating him was the untowardness for which Strether had been best prepared;
he hadn’t expected the boy’s actual form to give him more to do
than his imputed. It gave him more through suggesting that he must somehow make
up to himself for not being sure he was sufficiently disagreeable. That had
really been present to him as his only way to be sure he was sufficiently
thorough. The point was that if Chad’s tolerance of his thoroughness were
insincere, were but the best of devices for gaining time, it none the less did
treat everything as tacitly concluded.
That seemed at the end of ten days the upshot of the abundant, the recurrent
talk through which Strether poured into him all it concerned him to know, put
him in full possession of facts and figures. Never cutting these colloquies
short by a minute, Chad behaved, looked and spoke as if he were rather heavily,
perhaps even a trifle gloomily, but none the less fundamentally and comfortably
free. He made no crude profession of eagerness to yield, but he asked the most
intelligent questions, probed, at moments, abruptly, even deeper than his
friend’s layer of information, justified by these touches the native
estimate of his latent stuff, and had in every way the air of trying to live,
reflectively, into the square bright picture. He walked up and down in front of
this production, sociably took Strether’s arm at the points at which he
stopped, surveyed it repeatedly from the right and from the left, inclined a
critical head to either quarter, and, while he puffed a still more critical
cigarette, animadverted to his companion on this passage and that. Strether
sought relief—there were hours when he required it—in repeating
himself; it was in truth not to be blinked that Chad had a way. The main
question as yet was of what it was a way to. It made vulgar questions no
more easy; but that was unimportant when all questions save those of his own
asking had dropped. That he was free was answer enough, and it wasn’t
quite ridiculous that this freedom should end by presenting itself as what was
difficult to move. His changed state, his lovely home, his beautiful things,
his easy talk, his very appetite for Strether, insatiable and, when all was
said, flattering—what were such marked matters all but the notes of his
freedom? He had the effect of making a sacrifice of it just in these handsome
forms to his visitor; which was mainly the reason the visitor was privately,
for the time, a little out of countenance. Strether was at this period again
and again thrown back on a felt need to remodel somehow his plan. He fairly
caught himself shooting rueful glances, shy looks of pursuit, toward the
embodied influence, the definite adversary, who had by a stroke of her own
failed him and on a fond theory of whose palpable presence he had, under Mrs.
Newsome’s inspiration, altogether proceeded. He had once or twice, in
secret, literally expressed the irritated wish that she would come out
and find her.
He couldn’t quite yet force it upon Woollett that such a career, such a
perverted young life, showed after all a certain plausible side, did in
the case before them flaunt something like an impunity for the social man; but
he could at least treat himself to the statement that would prepare him for the
sharpest echo. This echo—as distinct over there in the dry thin air as
some shrill “heading” above a column of print—seemed to reach
him even as he wrote. “He says there’s no woman,” he could
hear Mrs. Newsome report, in capitals almost of newspaper size, to Mrs. Pocock;
and he could focus in Mrs. Pocock the response of the reader of the journal. He
could see in the younger lady’s face the earnestness of her attention and
catch the full scepticism of her but slightly delayed “What is there
then?” Just so he could again as little miss the mother’s clear
decision: “There’s plenty of disposition, no doubt, to pretend
there isn’t.” Strether had, after posting his letter, the whole
scene out; and it was a scene during which, coming and going, as befell, he
kept his eye not least upon the daughter. He had his fine sense of the
conviction Mrs. Pocock would take occasion to reaffirm—a conviction
bearing, as he had from the first deeply divined it to bear, on Mr.
Strether’s essential inaptitude. She had looked him in his conscious eyes
even before he sailed, and that she didn’t believe he would find
the woman had been written in her book. Hadn’t she at the best but a
scant faith in his ability to find women? It wasn’t even as if he had
found her mother—so much more, to her discrimination, had her mother
performed the finding. Her mother had, in a case her private judgement of which
remained educative of Mrs. Pocock’s critical sense, found the man. The
man owed his unchallenged state, in general, to the fact that Mrs.
Newsome’s discoveries were accepted at Woollett; but he knew in his
bones, our friend did, how almost irresistibly Mrs. Pocock would now be moved
to show what she thought of his own. Give her a free hand, would be the
moral, and the woman would soon be found.
His impression of Miss Gostrey after her introduction to Chad was meanwhile an
impression of a person almost unnaturally on her guard. He struck himself as at
first unable to extract from her what he wished; though indeed of what
he wished at this special juncture he would doubtless have contrived to make
but a crude statement. It sifted and settled nothing to put to her, tout
bêtement, as she often said, “Do you like him,
eh?”—thanks to his feeling it actually the least of his needs to
heap up the evidence in the young man’s favour. He repeatedly knocked at
her door to let her have it afresh that Chad’s case—whatever else
of minor interest it might yield—was first and foremost a miracle almost
monstrous. It was the alteration of the entire man, and was so signal an
instance that nothing else, for the intelligent observer,
could—could it?—signify. “It’s a plot,” he
declared—“there’s more in it than meets the eye.” He
gave the rein to his fancy. “It’s a plant!”
His fancy seemed to please her. “Whose then?”
“Well, the party responsible is, I suppose, the fate that waits for one,
the dark doom that rides. What I mean is that with such elements one
can’t count. I’ve but my poor individual, my modest human means. It
isn’t playing the game to turn on the uncanny. All one’s energy
goes to facing it, to tracking it. One wants, confound it, don’t you
see?” he confessed with a queer face—“one wants to enjoy
anything so rare. Call it then life”—he puzzled it
out—“call it poor dear old life simply that springs the surprise.
Nothing alters the fact that the surprise is paralysing, or at any rate
engrossing—all, practically, hang it, that one sees, that one can
see.”
Her silences were never barren, nor even dull. “Is that what you’ve
written home?”
He tossed it off. “Oh dear, yes!”
She had another pause while, across her carpets, he had another walk. “If
you don’t look out you’ll have them straight over.”
“Oh but I’ve said he’ll go back.”
“And will he?” Miss Gostrey asked.
The special tone of it made him, pulling up, look at her long.
“What’s that but just the question I’ve spent treasures of
patience and ingenuity in giving you, by the sight of him—after
everything had led up—every facility to answer? What is it but just the
thing I came here to-day to get out of you? Will he?”
“No—he won’t,” she said at last. “He’s not
free.”
The air of it held him. “Then you’ve all the while
known—?”
“I’ve known nothing but what I’ve seen; and I wonder,”
she declared with some impatience, “that you didn’t see as much. It
was enough to be with him there—”
“In the box? Yes,” he rather blankly urged.
“Well—to feel sure.”
“Sure of what?”
She got up from her chair, at this, with a nearer approach than she had ever
yet shown to dismay at his dimness. She even, fairly pausing for it, spoke with
a shade of pity. “Guess!”
It was a shade, fairly, that brought a flush into his face; so that for a
moment, as they waited together, their difference was between them. “You
mean that just your hour with him told you so much of his story? Very good;
I’m not such a fool, on my side, as that I don’t understand you, or
as that I didn’t in some degree understand him. That he has done
what he liked most isn’t, among any of us, a matter the least in dispute.
There’s equally little question at this time of day of what it is he does
like most. But I’m not talking,” he reasonably explained, “of
any mere wretch he may still pick up. I’m talking of some person who in
his present situation may have held her own, may really have counted.”
“That’s exactly what I am!” said Miss Gostrey. But she
as quickly made her point. “I thought you thought—or that they
think at Woollett—that that’s what mere wretches necessarily do.
Mere wretches necessarily don’t!” she declared with spirit.
“There must, behind every appearance to the contrary, still be
somebody—somebody who’s not a mere wretch, since we accept the
miracle. What else but such a somebody can such a miracle be?”
He took it in. “Because the fact itself is the woman?”
“A woman. Some woman or other. It’s one of the things that
have to be.”
“But you mean then at least a good one.”
“A good woman?” She threw up her arms with a laugh. “I should
call her excellent!”
“Then why does he deny her?”
Miss Gostrey thought a moment. “Because she’s too good to admit!
Don’t you see,” she went on, “how she accounts for
him?”
Strether clearly, more and more, did see; yet it made him also see other
things. “But isn’t what we want that he shall account for
her?”
“Well, he does. What you have before you is his way. You must forgive him
if it isn’t quite outspoken. In Paris such debts are tacit.”
Strether could imagine; but still—! “Even when the woman’s
good?”
Again she laughed out. “Yes, and even when the man is! There’s
always a caution in such cases,” she more seriously
explained—“for what it may seem to show. There’s nothing
that’s taken as showing so much here as sudden unnatural goodness.”
“Ah then you’re speaking now,” Strether said, “of
people who are not nice.”
“I delight,” she replied, “in your classifications. But do
you want me,” she asked, “to give you in the matter, on this
ground, the wisest advice I’m capable of? Don’t consider her,
don’t judge her at all in herself. Consider her and judge her only in
Chad.”
He had the courage at least of his companion’s logic. “Because then
I shall like her?” He almost looked, with his quick imagination as if he
already did, though seeing at once also the full extent of how little it would
suit his book. “But is that what I came out for?”
She had to confess indeed that it wasn’t. But there was something else.
“Don’t make up your mind. There are all sorts of things. You
haven’t seen him all.”
This on his side Strether recognised; but his acuteness none the less showed
him the danger. “Yes, but if the more I see the better he seems?”
Well, she found something. “That may be—but his disavowal of her
isn’t, all the same, pure consideration. There’s a hitch.”
She made it out. “It’s the effort to sink her.”
Strether winced at the image. “To ‘sink’—?”
“Well, I mean there’s a struggle, and a part of it is just what he
hides. Take time—that’s the only way not to make some mistake that
you’ll regret. Then you’ll see. He does really want to shake her
off.”
Our friend had by this time so got into the vision that he almost gasped.
“After all she has done for him?”
Miss Gostrey gave him a look which broke the next moment into a wonderful
smile. “He’s not so good as you think!”
They remained with him, these words, promising him, in their character of
warning, considerable help; but the support he tried to draw from them found
itself on each renewal of contact with Chad defeated by something else. What
could it be, this disconcerting force, he asked himself, but the sense,
constantly renewed, that Chad was—quite in fact insisted on
being—as good as he thought? It seemed somehow as if he couldn’t
but be as good from the moment he wasn’t as bad. There was a
succession of days at all events when contact with him—and in its
immediate effect, as if it could produce no other—elbowed out of
Strether’s consciousness everything but itself. Little Bilham once more
pervaded the scene, but little Bilham became even in a higher degree than he
had originally been one of the numerous forms of the inclusive relation; a
consequence promoted, to our friend’s sense, by two or three incidents
with which we have yet to make acquaintance. Waymarsh himself, for the
occasion, was drawn into the eddy; it absolutely, though but temporarily,
swallowed him down, and there were days when Strether seemed to bump against
him as a sinking swimmer might brush a submarine object. The fathomless medium
held them—Chad’s manner was the fathomless medium; and our friend
felt as if they passed each other, in their deep immersion, with the round
impersonal eye of silent fish. It was practically produced between them that
Waymarsh was giving him then his chance; and the shade of discomfort that
Strether drew from the allowance resembled not a little the embarrassment he
had known at school, as a boy, when members of his family had been present at
exhibitions. He could perform before strangers, but relatives were fatal, and
it was now as if, comparatively, Waymarsh were a relative. He seemed to hear
him say “Strike up then!” and to enjoy a foretaste of conscientious
domestic criticism. He had struck up, so far as he actually could; Chad
knew by this time in profusion what he wanted; and what vulgar violence did his
fellow pilgrim expect of him when he had really emptied his mind? It went
somehow to and fro that what poor Waymarsh meant was “I told you
so—that you’d lose your immortal soul!” but it was also
fairly explicit that Strether had his own challenge and that, since they must
go to the bottom of things, he wasted no more virtue in watching Chad than Chad
wasted in watching him. His dip for duty’s sake—where was it worse
than Waymarsh’s own? For he needn’t have stopped resisting
and refusing, needn’t have parleyed, at that rate, with the foe.
The strolls over Paris to see something or call somewhere were accordingly
inevitable and natural, and the late sessions in the wondrous troisième, the
lovely home, when men dropped in and the picture composed more suggestively
through the haze of tobacco, of music more or less good and of talk more or
less polyglot, were on a principle not to be distinguished from that of the
mornings and the afternoons. Nothing, Strether had to recognise as he leaned
back and smoked, could well less resemble a scene of violence than even the
liveliest of these occasions. They were occasions of discussion, none the less,
and Strether had never in his life heard so many opinions on so many subjects.
There were opinions at Woollett, but only on three or four. The differences
were there to match; if they were doubtless deep, though few, they were
quiet—they were, as might be said, almost as shy as if people had been
ashamed of them. People showed little diffidence about such things, on the
other hand, in the Boulevard Malesherbes, and were so far from being ashamed of
them—or indeed of anything else—that they often seemed to have
invented them to avert those agreements that destroy the taste of talk. No one
had ever done that at Woollett, though Strether could remember times when he
himself had been tempted to it without quite knowing why. He saw why at
present—he had but wanted to promote intercourse.
These, however, were but parenthetic memories, and the turn taken by his affair
on the whole was positively that if his nerves were on the stretch it was
because he missed violence. When he asked himself if none would then, in
connexion with it, ever come at all, he might almost have passed as wondering
how to provoke it. It would be too absurd if such a vision as that
should have to be invoked for relief; it was already marked enough as absurd
that he should actually have begun with flutters and dignities on the score of
a single accepted meal. What sort of a brute had he expected Chad to be,
anyway?—Strether had occasion to make the enquiry but was careful to make
it in private. He could himself, comparatively recent as it was—it was
truly but the fact of a few days since—focus his primal crudity; but he
would on the approach of an observer, as if handling an illicit possession,
have slipped the reminiscence out of sight. There were echoes of it still in
Mrs. Newsome’s letters, and there were moments when these echoes made him
exclaim on her want of tact. He blushed of course, at once, still more for the
explanation than for the ground of it: it came to him in time to save his
manners that she couldn’t at the best become tactful as quickly as he.
Her tact had to reckon with the Atlantic Ocean, the General Post-Office and the
extravagant curve of the globe. Chad had one day offered tea at the Boulevard
Malesherbes to a chosen few, a group again including the unobscured Miss
Barrace; and Strether had on coming out walked away with the acquaintance whom
in his letters to Mrs. Newsome he always spoke of as the little artist-man. He
had had full occasion to mention him as the other party, so oddly, to the only
close personal alliance observation had as yet detected in Chad’s
existence. Little Bilham’s way this afternoon was not Strether’s,
but he had none the less kindly come with him, and it was somehow a part of his
kindness that as it had sadly begun to rain they suddenly found themselves
seated for conversation at a café in which they had taken refuge. He had passed
no more crowded hour in Chad’s society than the one just ended; he had
talked with Miss Barrace, who had reproached him with not having come to see
her, and he had above all hit on a happy thought for causing Waymarsh’s
tension to relax. Something might possibly be extracted for the latter from the
idea of his success with that lady, whose quick apprehension of what might
amuse her had given Strether a free hand. What had she meant if not to ask
whether she couldn’t help him with his splendid encumbrance, and
mightn’t the sacred rage at any rate be kept a little in abeyance by thus
creating for his comrade’s mind even in a world of irrelevance the
possibility of a relation? What was it but a relation to be regarded as so
decorative and, in especial, on the strength of it, to be whirled away, amid
flounces and feathers, in a coupé lined, by what Strether could make out, with
dark blue brocade? He himself had never been whirled away—never at least
in a coupé and behind a footman; he had driven with Miss Gostrey in cabs, with
Mrs. Pocock, a few times, in an open buggy, with Mrs. Newsome in a four-seated
cart and, occasionally up at the mountains, on a buckboard; but his
friend’s actual adventure transcended his personal experience. He now
showed his companion soon enough indeed how inadequate, as a general monitor,
this last queer quantity could once more feel itself.
“What game under the sun is he playing?” He signified the next
moment that his allusion was not to the fat gentleman immersed in dominoes on
whom his eyes had begun by resting, but to their host of the previous hour, as
to whom, there on the velvet bench, with a final collapse of all consistency,
he treated himself to the comfort of indiscretion. “Where do you see him
come out?”
Little Bilham, in meditation, looked at him with a kindness almost paternal.
“Don’t you like it over here?”
Strether laughed out—for the tone was indeed droll; he let himself go.
“What has that to do with it? The only thing I’ve any business to
like is to feel that I’m moving him. That’s why I ask you whether
you believe I am? Is the creature”—and he did his best to
show that he simply wished to ascertain—“honest?”
His companion looked responsible, but looked it through a small dim smile.
“What creature do you mean?”
It was on this that they did have for a little a mute interchange. “Is it
untrue that he’s free? How then,” Strether asked wondering
“does he arrange his life?”
“Is the creature you mean Chad himself?” little Bilham said.
Strether here, with a rising hope, just thought, “We must take one of
them at a time.” But his coherence lapsed. “Is there some
woman? Of whom he’s really afraid of course I mean—or who does with
him what she likes.”
“It’s awfully charming of you,” Bilham presently remarked,
“not to have asked me that before.”
“Oh I’m not fit for my job!”
The exclamation had escaped our friend, but it made little Bilham more
deliberate. “Chad’s a rare case!” he luminously observed.
“He’s awfully changed,” he added.
“Then you see it too?”
“The way he has improved? Oh yes—I think every one must see it. But
I’m not sure,” said little Bilham, “that I didn’t like
him about as well in his other state.”
“Then this is really a new state altogether?”
“Well,” the young man after a moment returned, “I’m not
sure he was really meant by nature to be quite so good. It’s like the new
edition of an old book that one has been fond of—revised and amended,
brought up to date, but not quite the thing one knew and loved. However that
may be at all events,” he pursued, “I don’t think, you know,
that he’s really playing, as you call it, any game. I believe he really
wants to go back and take up a career. He’s capable of one, you know,
that will improve and enlarge him still more. He won’t then,”
little Bilham continued to remark, “be my pleasant well-rubbed
old-fashioned volume at all. But of course I’m beastly immoral. I’m
afraid it would be a funny world altogether—a world with things the way I
like them. I ought, I dare say, to go home and go into business myself. Only
I’d simply rather die—simply. And I’ve not the least
difficulty in making up my mind not to, and in knowing exactly why, and in
defending my ground against all comers. All the same,” he wound up,
“I assure you I don’t say a word against it—for himself, I
mean—to Chad. I seem to see it as much the best thing for him. You see
he’s not happy.”
“Do I?”—Strether stared. “I’ve been
supposing I see just the opposite—an extraordinary case of the
equilibrium arrived at and assured.”
“Oh there’s a lot behind it.”
“Ah there you are!” Strether exclaimed. “That’s just
what I want to get at. You speak of your familiar volume altered out of
recognition. Well, who’s the editor?”
Little Bilham looked before him a minute in silence. “He ought to get
married. That would do it. And he wants to.”
“Wants to marry her?”
Again little Bilham waited, and, with a sense that he had information, Strether
scarce knew what was coming. “He wants to be free. He isn’t used,
you see,” the young man explained in his lucid way, “to being so
good.”
Strether hesitated. “Then I may take it from you that he is
good?”
His companion matched his pause, but making it up with a quiet fulness.
“Do take it from me.”
“Well then why isn’t he free? He swears to me he is, but meanwhile
does nothing—except of course that he’s so kind to me—to
prove it; and couldn’t really act much otherwise if he weren’t. My
question to you just now was exactly on this queer impression of his diplomacy:
as if instead of really giving ground his line were to keep me on here and set
me a bad example.”
As the half-hour meanwhile had ebbed Strether paid his score, and the waiter
was presently in the act of counting out change. Our friend pushed back to him
a fraction of it, with which, after an emphatic recognition, the personage in
question retreated. “You give too much,” little Bilham permitted
himself benevolently to observe.
“Oh I always give too much!” Strether helplessly sighed. “But
you don’t,” he went on as if to get quickly away from the
contemplation of that doom, “answer my question. Why isn’t he
free?”
Little Bilham had got up as if the transaction with the waiter had been a
signal, and had already edged out between the table and the divan. The effect
of this was that a minute later they had quitted the place, the gratified
waiter alert again at the open door. Strether had found himself deferring to
his companion’s abruptness as to a hint that he should be answered as
soon as they were more isolated. This happened when after a few steps in the
outer air they had turned the next corner. There our friend had kept it up.
“Why isn’t he free if he’s good?”
Little Bilham looked him full in the face. “Because it’s a virtuous
attachment.”
This had settled the question so effectually for the time—that is for the
next few days—that it had given Strether almost a new lease of life. It
must be added however that, thanks to his constant habit of shaking the bottle
in which life handed him the wine of experience, he presently found the taste
of the lees rising as usual into his draught. His imagination had in other
words already dealt with his young friend’s assertion; of which it had
made something that sufficiently came out on the very next occasion of his
seeing Maria Gostrey. This occasion moreover had been determined promptly by a
new circumstance—a circumstance he was the last man to leave her for a
day in ignorance of. “When I said to him last night,” he
immediately began, “that without some definite word from him now that
will enable me to speak to them over there of our sailing—or at least of
mine, giving them some sort of date—my responsibility becomes
uncomfortable and my situation awkward; when I said that to him what do you
think was his reply?” And then as she this time gave it up: “Why
that he has two particular friends, two ladies, mother and daughter, about to
arrive in Paris—coming back from an absence; and that he wants me so
furiously to meet them, know them and like them, that I shall oblige him by
kindly not bringing our business to a crisis till he has had a chance to see
them again himself. Is that,” Strether enquired, “the way
he’s going to try to get off? These are the people,” he explained,
“that he must have gone down to see before I arrived. They’re the
best friends he has in the world, and they take more interest than any one else
in what concerns him. As I’m his next best he sees a thousand reasons why
we should comfortably meet. He hasn’t broached the question sooner
because their return was uncertain—seemed in fact for the present
impossible. But he more than intimates that—if you can believe
it—their desire to make my acquaintance has had to do with their
surmounting difficulties.”
“They’re dying to see you?” Miss Gostrey asked.
“Dying. Of course,” said Strether, “they’re the
virtuous attachment.” He had already told her about that—had seen
her the day after his talk with little Bilham; and they had then threshed out
together the bearing of the revelation. She had helped him to put into it the
logic in which little Bilham had left it slightly deficient Strether
hadn’t pressed him as to the object of the preference so unexpectedly
described; feeling in the presence of it, with one of his irrepressible
scruples, a delicacy from which he had in the quest of the quite other article
worked himself sufficiently free. He had held off, as on a small principle of
pride, from permitting his young friend to mention a name; wishing to make with
this the great point that Chad’s virtuous attachments were none of his
business. He had wanted from the first not to think too much of his dignity,
but that was no reason for not allowing it any little benefit that might turn
up. He had often enough wondered to what degree his interference might pass for
interested; so that there was no want of luxury in letting it be seen whenever
he could that he didn’t interfere. That had of course at the same time
not deprived him of the further luxury of much private astonishment; which
however he had reduced to some order before communicating his knowledge. When
he had done this at last it was with the remark that, surprised as Miss Gostrey
might, like himself, at first be, she would probably agree with him on
reflexion that such an account of the matter did after all fit the confirmed
appearances. Nothing certainly, on all the indications, could have been a
greater change for him than a virtuous attachment, and since they had been in
search of the “word” as the French called it, of that change,
little Bilham’s announcement—though so long and so oddly
delayed—would serve as well as another. She had assured Strether in fact
after a pause that the more she thought of it the more it did serve; and yet
her assurance hadn’t so weighed with him as that before they parted he
hadn’t ventured to challenge her sincerity. Didn’t she believe the
attachment was virtuous?—he had made sure of her again with the
aid of that question. The tidings he brought her on this second occasion were
moreover such as would help him to make surer still.
She showed at first none the less as only amused. “You say there are two?
An attachment to them both then would, I suppose, almost necessarily be
innocent.”
Our friend took the point, but he had his clue. “Mayn’t he be still
in the stage of not quite knowing which of them, mother or daughter, he likes
best?”
She gave it more thought. “Oh it must be the daughter—at his
age.”
“Possibly. Yet what do we know,” Strether asked, “about hers?
She may be old enough.”
“Old enough for what?”
“Why to marry Chad. That may be, you know, what they want. And if Chad
wants it too, and little Bilham wants it, and even we, at a pinch, could
do with it—that is if she doesn’t prevent repatriation—why it
may be plain sailing yet.”
It was always the case for him in these counsels that each of his remarks, as
it came, seemed to drop into a deeper well. He had at all events to wait a
moment to hear the slight splash of this one. “I don’t see why if
Mr. Newsome wants to marry the young lady he hasn’t already done it or
hasn’t been prepared with some statement to you about it. And if he both
wants to marry her and is on good terms with them why isn’t he
‘free’?”
Strether, responsively, wondered indeed. “Perhaps the girl herself
doesn’t like him.”
“Then why does he speak of them to you as he does?”
Strether’s mind echoed the question, but also again met it.
“Perhaps it’s with the mother he’s on good terms.”
“As against the daughter?”
“Well, if she’s trying to persuade the daughter to consent to him,
what could make him like the mother more? Only,” Strether threw out,
“why shouldn’t the daughter consent to him?”
“Oh,” said Miss Gostrey, “mayn’t it be that every one
else isn’t quite so struck with him as you?”
“Doesn’t regard him you mean as such an ‘eligible’
young man? Is that what I’ve come to?” he audibly and rather
gravely sought to know. “However,” he went on, “his marriage
is what his mother most desires—that is if it will help. And
oughtn’t any marriage to help? They must want him”—he
had already worked it out—“to be better off. Almost any girl he may
marry will have a direct interest in his taking up his chances. It won’t
suit her at least that he shall miss them.”
Miss Gostrey cast about. “No—you reason well! But of course on the
other hand there’s always dear old Woollett itself.”
“Oh yes,” he mused—“there’s always dear old
Woollett itself.”
She waited a moment. “The young lady mayn’t find herself able to
swallow that quantity. She may think it’s paying too much; she may
weigh one thing against another.”
Strether, ever restless in such debates, took a vague turn “It will all
depend on who she is. That of course—the proved ability to deal with dear
old Woollett, since I’m sure she does deal with it—is what makes so
strongly for Mamie.”
“Mamie?”
He stopped short, at her tone, before her; then, though seeing that it
represented not vagueness, but a momentary embarrassed fulness, let his
exclamation come. “You surely haven’t forgotten about Mamie!”
“No, I haven’t forgotten about Mamie,” she smiled.
“There’s no doubt whatever that there’s ever so much to be
said for her. Mamie’s my girl!” she roundly declared.
Strether resumed for a minute his walk. “She’s really perfectly
lovely, you know. Far prettier than any girl I’ve seen over here
yet.”
“That’s precisely on what I perhaps most build.” And she
mused a moment in her friend’s way. “I should positively like to
take her in hand!”
He humoured the fancy, though indeed finally to deprecate it. “Oh but
don’t, in your zeal, go over to her! I need you most and can’t, you
know, be left.”
But she kept it up. “I wish they’d send her out to me!”
“If they knew you,” he returned, “they would.”
“Ah but don’t they?—after all that, as I’ve understood
you you’ve told them about me?”
He had paused before her again, but he continued his course “They
will—before, as you say, I’ve done.” Then he came out
with the point he had wished after all most to make. “It seems to give
away now his game. This is what he has been doing—keeping me along for.
He has been waiting for them.”
Miss Gostrey drew in her lips. “You see a good deal in it!”
“I doubt if I see as much as you. Do you pretend,” he went on,
“that you don’t see—?”
“Well, what?”—she pressed him as he paused.
“Why that there must be a lot between them—and that it has been
going on from the first; even from before I came.”
She took a minute to answer. “Who are they then—if it’s so
grave?”
“It mayn’t be grave—it may be gay. But at any rate it’s
marked. Only I don’t know,” Strether had to confess,
“anything about them. Their name for instance was a thing that, after
little Bilham’s information, I found it a kind of refreshment not to feel
obliged to follow up.”
“Oh,” she returned, “if you think you’ve got
off—!”
Her laugh produced in him a momentary gloom. “I don’t think
I’ve got off. I only think I’m breathing for about five minutes. I
dare say I shall have, at the best, still to get on.” A look, over
it all, passed between them, and the next minute he had come back to good
humour. “I don’t meanwhile take the smallest interest in their
name.”
“Nor in their nationality?—American, French, English,
Polish?”
“I don’t care the least little ‘hang,’” he
smiled, “for their nationality. It would be nice if they’re
Polish!” he almost immediately added.
“Very nice indeed.” The transition kept up her spirits. “So
you see you do care.”
He did this contention a modified justice. “I think I should if they
were Polish. Yes,” he thought—“there might be joy in
that.”
“Let us then hope for it.” But she came after this nearer to the
question. “If the girl’s of the right age of course the mother
can’t be. I mean for the virtuous attachment. If the girl’s
twenty—and she can’t be less—the mother must be at least
forty. So it puts the mother out. She’s too old for him.”
Strether, arrested again, considered and demurred. “Do you think so? Do
you think any one would be too old for him? I’m eighty, and
I’m too young. But perhaps the girl,” he continued,
“isn’t twenty. Perhaps she’s only ten—but such a
little dear that Chad finds himself counting her in as an attraction of the
acquaintance. Perhaps she’s only five. Perhaps the mother’s but
five-and-twenty—a charming young widow.”
Miss Gostrey entertained the suggestion. “She is a widow
then?”
“I haven’t the least idea!” They once more, in spite of this
vagueness, exchanged a look—a look that was perhaps the longest yet. It
seemed in fact, the next thing, to require to explain itself; which it did as
it could. “I only feel what I’ve told you—that he has some
reason.”
Miss Gostrey’s imagination had taken its own flight. “Perhaps
she’s not a widow.”
Strether seemed to accept the possibility with reserve. Still he accepted it.
“Then that’s why the attachment—if it’s to her—is
virtuous.”
But she looked as if she scarce followed. “Why is it virtuous
if—since she’s free—there’s nothing to impose on it any
condition?”
He laughed at her question. “Oh I perhaps don’t mean as virtuous as
that! Your idea is that it can be virtuous—in any sense worthy of
the name—only if she’s not free? But what does it become
then,” he asked, “for her?”
“Ah that’s another matter.” He said nothing for a moment, and
she soon went on. “I dare say you’re right, at any rate, about Mr.
Newsome’s little plan. He has been trying you—has been
reporting on you to these friends.”
Strether meanwhile had had time to think more. “Then where’s his
straightness?”
“Well, as we say, it’s struggling up, breaking out, asserting
itself as it can. We can be on the side, you see, of his straightness. We can
help him. But he has made out,” said Miss Gostrey, “that
you’ll do.”
“Do for what?”
“Why, for them—for ces dames. He has watched you,
studied you, liked you—and recognised that they must. It’s a
great compliment to you, my dear man; for I’m sure they’re
particular. You came out for a success. Well,” she gaily declared,
“you’re having it!”
He took it from her with momentary patience and then turned abruptly away. It
was always convenient to him that there were so many fine things in her room to
look at. But the examination of two or three of them appeared soon to have
determined a speech that had little to do with them. “You don’t
believe in it!”
“In what?”
“In the character of the attachment. In its innocence.”
But she defended herself. “I don’t pretend to know anything about
it. Everything’s possible. We must see.”
“See?” he echoed with a groan. “Haven’t we seen
enough?”
“I haven’t,” she smiled.
“But do you suppose then little Bilham has lied?”
“You must find out.”
It made him almost turn pale. “Find out any more?”
He had dropped on a sofa for dismay; but she seemed, as she stood over him, to
have the last word. “Wasn’t what you came out for to find out
all?”
