So far as a direct approach was concerned Sarah had neglected him, for the week
now about to end, with a civil consistency of chill that, giving him a higher
idea of her social resource, threw him back on the general reflexion that a
woman could always be amazing. It indeed helped a little to console him that he
felt sure she had for the same period also left Chad’s curiosity hanging;
though on the other hand, for his personal relief, Chad could at least go
through the various motions—and he made them extraordinarily
numerous—of seeing she had a good time. There wasn’t a motion on
which, in her presence, poor Strether could so much as venture, and all he
could do when he was out of it was to walk over for a talk with Maria. He
walked over of course much less than usual, but he found a special compensation
in a certain half-hour during which, toward the close of a crowded empty
expensive day, his several companions seemed to him so disposed of as to give
his forms and usages a rest. He had been with them in the morning and had
nevertheless called on the Pococks in the afternoon; but their whole group, he
then found, had dispersed after a fashion of which it would amuse Miss Gostrey
to hear. He was sorry again, gratefully sorry she was so out of it—she
who had really put him in; but she had fortunately always her appetite for
news. The pure flame of the disinterested burned in her cave of treasures as a
lamp in a Byzantine vault. It was just now, as happened, that for so fine a
sense as hers a near view would have begun to pay. Within three days,
precisely, the situation on which he was to report had shown signs of an
equilibrium; the effect of his look in at the hotel was to confirm this
appearance. If the equilibrium might only prevail! Sarah was out with Waymarsh,
Mamie was out with Chad, and Jim was out alone. Later on indeed he himself was
booked to Jim, was to take him that evening to the Varieties—which
Strether was careful to pronounce as Jim pronounced them.
Miss Gostrey drank it in. “What then to-night do the others do?”
“Well, it has been arranged. Waymarsh takes Sarah to dine at
Bignon’s.”
She wondered. “And what do they do after? They can’t come straight
home.”
“No, they can’t come straight home—at least Sarah
can’t. It’s their secret, but I think I’ve guessed it.”
Then as she waited: “The circus.”
It made her stare a moment longer, then laugh almost to extravagance.
“There’s no one like you!”
“Like me?”—he only wanted to understand.
“Like all of you together—like all of us: Woollett, Milrose and
their products. We’re abysmal—but may we never be less so! Mr.
Newsome,” she continued, “meanwhile takes Miss
Pocock—?”
“Precisely—to the Français: to see what you took Waymarsh
and me to, a family-bill.”
“Ah then may Mr. Chad enjoy it as I did!” But she saw so
much in things. “Do they spend their evenings, your young people, like
that, alone together?”
“Well, they’re young people—but they’re old
friends.”
“I see, I see. And do they dine—for a difference—at
Brébant’s?”
“Oh where they dine is their secret too. But I’ve my idea that it
will be, very quietly, at Chad’s own place.”
“She’ll come to him there alone?”
They looked at each other a moment. “He has known her from a child.
Besides,” said Strether with emphasis, “Mamie’s remarkable.
She’s splendid.”
She wondered. “Do you mean she expects to bring it off?”
“Getting hold of him? No—I think not.”
“She doesn’t want him enough?—or doesn’t believe in her
power?” On which as he said nothing she continued: “She finds she
doesn’t care for him?”
“No—I think she finds she does. But that’s what I mean by so
describing her. It’s if she does that she’s splendid. But
we’ll see,” he wound up, “where she comes out.”
“You seem to show me sufficiently,” Miss Gostrey laughed,
“where she goes in! But is her childhood’s friend,” she
asked, “permitting himself recklessly to flirt with her?”
“No—not that. Chad’s also splendid. They’re all
splendid!” he declared with a sudden strange sound of wistfulness and
envy. “They’re at least happy.”
“Happy?”—it appeared, with their various difficulties, to
surprise her.
“Well—I seem to myself among them the only one who
isn’t.”
She demurred. “With your constant tribute to the ideal?”
He had a laugh at his tribute to the ideal, but he explained after a moment his
impression. “I mean they’re living. They’re rushing about.
I’ve already had my rushing. I’m waiting.”
“But aren’t you,” she asked by way of cheer, “waiting
with me?”
He looked at her in all kindness. “Yes—if it weren’t for
that!”
“And you help me to wait,” she said. “However,” she
went on, “I’ve really something for you that will help you to wait
and which you shall have in a minute. Only there’s something more I want
from you first. I revel in Sarah.”
“So do I. If it weren’t,” he again amusedly sighed,
“for that—!”
“Well, you owe more to women than any man I ever saw. We do seem to keep
you going. Yet Sarah, as I see her, must be great.”
“She is” Strether fully assented: “great! Whatever
happens, she won’t, with these unforgettable days, have lived in
vain.”
Miss Gostrey had a pause. “You mean she has fallen in love?”
“I mean she wonders if she hasn’t—and it serves all her
purpose.”
“It has indeed,” Maria laughed, “served women’s
purposes before!”
“Yes—for giving in. But I doubt if the idea—as an
idea—has ever up to now answered so well for holding out. That’s
her tribute to the ideal—we each have our own. It’s her
romance—and it seems to me better on the whole than mine. To have it in
Paris too,” he explained—“on this classic ground, in this
charged infectious air, with so sudden an intensity: well, it’s more than
she expected. She has had in short to recognise the breaking out for her of a
real affinity—and with everything to enhance the drama.”
Miss Gostrey followed. “Jim for instance?”
“Jim. Jim hugely enhances. Jim was made to enhance. And then Mr.
Waymarsh. It’s the crowning touch—it supplies the colour.
He’s positively separated.”
“And she herself unfortunately isn’t—that supplies the colour
too.” Miss Gostrey was all there. But somehow—! “Is he
in love?”
Strether looked at her a long time; then looked all about the room; then came a
little nearer. “Will you never tell any one in the world as long as ever
you live?”
“Never.” It was charming.
“He thinks Sarah really is. But he has no fear,” Strether hastened
to add.
“Of her being affected by it?”
“Of his being. He likes it, but he knows she can hold out.
He’s helping her, he’s floating her over, by kindness.”
Maria rather funnily considered it. “Floating her over in champagne? The
kindness of dining her, nose to nose, at the hour when all Paris is crowding to
profane delights, and in the—well, in the great temple, as one hears of
it, of pleasure?”
“That’s just it, for both of them,” Strether
insisted—“and all of a supreme innocence. The Parisian place, the
feverish hour, the putting before her of a hundred francs’ worth of food
and drink, which they’ll scarcely touch—all that’s the dear
man’s own romance; the expensive kind, expensive in francs and centimes,
in which he abounds. And the circus afterwards—which is cheaper, but
which he’ll find some means of making as dear as
possible—that’s also his tribute to the ideal. It does for
him. He’ll see her through. They won’t talk of anything worse than
you and me.”
“Well, we’re bad enough perhaps, thank heaven,” she laughed,
“to upset them! Mr. Waymarsh at any rate is a hideous old
coquette.” And the next moment she had dropped everything for a different
pursuit. “What you don’t appear to know is that Jeanne de Vionnet
has become engaged. She’s to marry—it has been definitely
arranged—young Monsieur de Montbron.”
He fairly blushed. “Then—if you know it—it’s
‘out’?”
“Don’t I often know things that are not out? However,”
she said, “this will be out to-morrow. But I see I’ve counted too
much on your possible ignorance. You’ve been before me, and I don’t
make you jump as I hoped.”
He gave a gasp at her insight. “You never fail! I’ve had my
jump. I had it when I first heard.”
“Then if you knew why didn’t you tell me as soon as you came
in?”
“Because I had it from her as a thing not yet to be spoken of.”
Miss Gostrey wondered. “From Madame de Vionnet herself?”
“As a probability—not quite a certainty: a good cause in which Chad
has been working. So I’ve waited.”
“You need wait no longer,” she returned. “It reached me
yesterday—roundabout and accidental, but by a person who had had it from
one of the young man’s own people—as a thing quite settled. I was
only keeping it for you.”
“You thought Chad wouldn’t have told me?”
She hesitated. “Well, if he hasn’t—”
“He hasn’t. And yet the thing appears to have been practically his
doing. So there we are.”
“There we are!” Maria candidly echoed.
“That’s why I jumped. I jumped,” he continued to explain,
“because it means, this disposition of the daughter, that there’s
now nothing else: nothing else but him and the mother.”
“Still—it simplifies.”
“It simplifies”—he fully concurred. “But that’s
precisely where we are. It marks a stage in his relation. The act is his answer
to Mrs. Newsome’s demonstration.”
“It tells,” Maria asked, “the worst?”
“The worst.”
“But is the worst what he wants Sarah to know?”
“He doesn’t care for Sarah.”
At which Miss Gostrey’s eyebrows went up. “You mean she has already
dished herself?”
Strether took a turn about; he had thought it out again and again before this,
to the end; but the vista seemed each time longer. “He wants his good
friend to know the best. I mean the measure of his attachment. She asked for a
sign, and he thought of that one. There it is.”
“A concession to her jealousy?”
Strether pulled up. “Yes—call it that. Make it lurid—for that
makes my problem richer.”
“Certainly, let us have it lurid—for I quite agree with you that we
want none of our problems poor. But let us also have it clear. Can he, in the
midst of such a preoccupation, or on the heels of it, have seriously cared for
Jeanne?—cared, I mean, as a young man at liberty would have cared?”
Well, Strether had mastered it. “I think he can have thought it would be
charming if he could care. It would be nicer.”
“Nicer than being tied up to Marie?”
“Yes—than the discomfort of an attachment to a person he can never
hope, short of a catastrophe, to marry. And he was quite right,” said
Strether. “It would certainly have been nicer. Even when a thing’s
already nice there mostly is some other thing that would have been
nicer—or as to which we wonder if it wouldn’t. But his question was
all the same a dream. He couldn’t care in that way. He is
tied up to Marie. The relation is too special and has gone too far. It’s
the very basis, and his recent lively contribution toward establishing Jeanne
in life has been his definite and final acknowledgement to Madame de Vionnet
that he has ceased squirming. I doubt meanwhile,” he went on, “if
Sarah has at all directly attacked him.”
His companion brooded. “But won’t he wish for his own satisfaction
to make his ground good to her?”
“No—he’ll leave it to me, he’ll leave everything to me.
I ‘sort of’ feel”—he worked it out—“that
the whole thing will come upon me. Yes, I shall have every inch and every ounce
of it. I shall be used for it—!” And Strether lost himself
in the prospect. Then he fancifully expressed the issue. “To the last
drop of my blood.”
Maria, however, roundly protested. “Ah you’ll please keep a drop
for me. I shall have a use for it!”—which she didn’t
however follow up. She had come back the next moment to another matter.
“Mrs. Pocock, with her brother, is trusting only to her general
charm?”
“So it would seem.”
“And the charm’s not working?”
Well, Strether put it otherwise, “She’s sounding the note of
home—which is the very best thing she can do.”
“The best for Madame de Vionnet?”
“The best for home itself. The natural one; the right one.”
“Right,” Maria asked, “when it fails?”
Strether had a pause. “The difficulty’s Jim. Jim’s the note
of home.”
She debated. “Ah surely not the note of Mrs. Newsome.”
But he had it all. “The note of the home for which Mrs. Newsome wants
him—the home of the business. Jim stands, with his little legs apart, at
the door of that tent; and Jim is, frankly speaking, extremely
awful.”
Maria stared. “And you in, you poor thing, for your evening with
him?”
“Oh he’s all right for me!” Strether laughed.
“Any one’s good enough for me. But Sarah shouldn’t,
all the same, have brought him. She doesn’t appreciate him.”
His friend was amused with this statement of it. “Doesn’t know, you
mean, how bad he is?”
Strether shook his head with decision. “Not really.”
She wondered. “Then doesn’t Mrs. Newsome?”
It made him frankly do the same. “Well, no—since you ask me.”
Maria rubbed it in. “Not really either?”
“Not at all. She rates him rather high.” With which indeed,
immediately, he took himself up. “Well, he is good too, in his
way. It depends on what you want him for.”
Miss Gostrey, however, wouldn’t let it depend on
anything—wouldn’t have it, and wouldn’t want him, at any
price. “It suits my book,” she said, “that he should be
impossible; and it suits it still better,” she more imaginatively added,
“that Mrs. Newsome doesn’t know he is.”
Strether, in consequence, had to take it from her, but he fell back on
something else. “I’ll tell you who does really know.”
“Mr. Waymarsh? Never!”
“Never indeed. I’m not always thinking of Mr. Waymarsh; in
fact I find now I never am.” Then he mentioned the person as if there
were a good deal in it. “Mamie.”
“His own sister?” Oddly enough it but let her down. “What
good will that do?”
“None perhaps. But there—as usual—we are!”
